Here’s my first attempt at a feature article. Turn to page 16 for “Hooking Up” by Kate Moriarty!
Here’s my first attempt at a feature article. Turn to page 16 for “Hooking Up” by Kate Moriarty!
So I figure I should probably write the sequel to my previous post. The only problem is, it’s not very interesting. So I’m going to just give it to you in point form. That way you can have a story which is not to interesting to begin with, plus the added bonus of lazy writing. Enjoy.
It’s several weeks since I got my hair done and it’s settled in a lot better now. I even had a go fixing the layers myself with a pair of nail scissors. The next time I go to the hairdressers, I’ll be more specific about what I want.
The very thought is making me sweat icicles.
My husband’s taken the kids to Aldi, so I really should write something. But I’m feeling the crush of perfectionism that comes when I’ve been away from the blog from too long. I feel guilty for avoiding you. Sometimes I forget that my blog isn’t actually a person, it really does feel that way sometimes.
I don’t have anything of great importance to share, but I thought I’d show you a few excerpts from messages I sent my family recently. After all, this is how this blog began. The original ‘fail’ posts were just group emails I sent out to my parents and brothers and sisters, many of whom were doing far more interesting things overseas.
Anyway, if you’re reading this and are related to me, please excuse the clip show. I’m just trying to get back in the swing of things.
Also, if you have an idea of something you’d like me to write about, drop me a line in the comments. I’m a bit ‘duh’ at the moment…
“Hi everybody. Annie, in her quest for milk, managed to distribute half a litre on the kitchen floor, over the top of a stool, into Matilda’s shoes and all throughout the plate cupboard (both shelves). The worst part is, I was in the room the whole time, just didn’t realise what she was up to.
The cup in question somehow got a hole in the bottom. I can imagine Annie thinking “Why does this keep happening to me? Perhaps I should try pouring it over here instead?”
Everybody’s decided to join in the “I’m a nutter Knightley” chorus. Christopher is still in his pyjamas doing dishes at a rate of 1 dish per hour, Harry keeps trying to turn the TV on, Daisy wants to be fed nonstop and I had to confiscate Matilda’s iPhone after she kicked Christopher in a temper. No Background Briefing podcast for you today, Missy!
So I went out with a bunch of nice homeschool mums last night. As we were walking to our cars I got a message from my husband: “ETA?”. He was thinking of watching a movie and wanted to know if he should start it without me. I surreptitiously communicated with my thumb: “We’re in the carpark now, but that could still mean another hour or two. These women do not know how to stop talking.”
Then my friend’s phone beeped. A moment later she says “was this message meant for me, Kate?” and she read it out. All at once I realised what I did. I saw my husband’s text on the screen of my phone as it came in, but when I opened Messages to reply, it took me to the screen I had open from before, when I was texting my friend to let her know I was on my way. I tried to gabble out an explanation, but it was a bit hard to talk because even my teeth were blushing.
I was home in time for the movie.
3. Ego a go go
I got an email from my editor yesterday. I was in the swimming pool cafe with Harry, Annie, Daisy and Poppy. I was a little noisy about it: “What’s this, children? An email from my EDITOR? I wonder what MY EDITOR would like me to write, me being a WRITER and all”
Then I looked impressively around the cafe. Harry said “I want chocolate.”
I wrote this piece for my local multiple-birth magazine, Duplication:
This is some kind of miracle. I sit at the Bunnings Warehouse Cafe table with my notebook out. Steaming cappuccino to my left, two sleeping babies to my right. My other children are happily entangling themselves on the playground next door. This is really happening. I am going to get some writing done.
Let me just savour this moment.
Wait. Oh no. Oh dear Lord, no.
I sensed her hovering before I saw her. My twins have an admirer. Don’t make eye-contact. Don’t make –
“Erm, hello.” dammit!
“What lovely babies! Are they twins?”
Really? What kind of question is that? Singleton babies aren’t issued in pairs, as a general rule. I consider the following responses:
But then I bite my tongue. She is a kindly looking lady after all. I remember when my eldest was born. None of my friends had children and I was new to the area. It would get pretty lonely during the day. I would go out walking with the pram wearing my brightest smile and hope that somebody, anybody might offer me a small morsel of adult conversation. Nobody ever did. I think they could smell my desperation.
It’s different with twins. Whenever strangers set eyes on my baby girls, I can actually see them drop their guards. Their features relax and they become all chatty. It’s a beautiful thing. I really should be more grateful that this well-meaning woman is interrupting the one pocket of me-time I’m likely to get this week. I summon up a grin and prepare to say something encouraging. But now the multiple-birth fangirl is reaching out to tickle my sleeping twins. Twins who are only asleep because of the four long laps we walked of this bewildering hardware superstore. I can feel the warm smile slide right off my face.
“You touch that foot and you die, lady!”
I don’t know if you’ve worked it out by now, but I’m a bit of a crochet nut. And I’m at my nuttiest when making gifts for friends and family. There is a part of me that will not rest until every person I care about owns something that I made for them. I think it might be something primal. Like I’m marking my territory or something. When I get it right and the gift is well-received, it is exhilarating. But when I get it wrong, it is mortifying.
Anyway, for a long while now I’ve been wanting to make a frog for my friend Strider. Strider has been my friend for around eighteen years now, and along with his obsession with all things Tolkein, he is also deeply interested in conservation and other environmental issues and has a great love of green tree frogs.
Recently (no, not recently, this post has been in my drafts pile for a few months now, but let’s pretend), Strider had a small birthday party, a strictly ‘no presents’ affair. I like when friends have ‘no presents’ parties. It means I can give something hand-made without any pressure for it to be good.
So anyway, I made this:
I couldn’t find a pattern I really liked (I have no time to be sewing bits together or faffing about with pipecleaners), so I designed one myself. It took a bit of experimentation, but I got there in the end. I must give credit, however, to Lucy Ravenscar: I was very much inspired by the techniques she used with her bazaar animals in putting this together. I couldn’t help but feel rather chuffed with how it worked out.
When I got to Strider’s house (‘Gondor’?) , I waited until I had come inside and our respective children had finished exclaiming over each other, before presenting my gift. Strider smiled and thanked me politely. He did not, however do any of the following:
In fact, he put the frog away, where nobody could see it. How was I supposed to show off now?
But I was not defeated. I turned a few strategies over in my mind. Strider’s sister-in-law is nice and loud. Perhaps I could get her to broadcast the news of my triumph? So I sought her out and gave my orders.
“You must ask your brother-in-law to show you what I made him!”
So Strider’s sister-in-law (“Galadriel”? I don’t know…) dutifully sought out the host of the party and asked to see the frog. She got a look at it, but didn’t take it out of its hiding place. Then she came back to tell me how great she thought it was. Nobody overheard. The frog remained hidden.
But now, I knew the where the frog was hidden. It was in the kitchen. I decided it was time to get myself a drink. Then I decided the frog was exactly where I wanted to put the bottle of mineral water. so I moved it to the other side of the bench, where it would be out of my way and, incidentally, more visible to anyone who happened by. Then I stationed myself next to the bench so I could answer any questions (“Whence came this miraculous creation?”).
But nobody asked any. And then I had to go home.
I had almost got over it a couple of days later when I met up with Strider’s family again for a church group picnic. “Now, Kate,” I told myself sternly, “you made that frog as a present to your friend, not to your ego. You really must get over this need to be in the centre of attention at all times!”. I arrived at the picnic determined to listen to others and not dominate and give other people the opportunity to get a word in edgewise. It was as I was listening (with all my might) to a new friend as she told me about her work designing jewellery and selling it online, that Strider broke in.
“You should sell your work online too, Kate. That frog you made me is just brilliant. Tell us all about it”
Oh, well. I suppose I could manage that. If I must.
Oh golly golly gosh! It’s happened again! Australian Catholics has just published another one of my columns! And it looks like I have a proper LOGO now! I almost want to get my hair styled in a dark bob and walk around with my eyes closed and lips pursed just so people recognize me as the “Home Truths” lady (I’m sure they’re all on the lookout). Oh! Read it! Read it!
Now I’m off to walk on some sunshine!
A few weeks ago, Jesuit Publications invited me to their end-of-year Christmas drinks. The amount of joy and excitement I felt about standing around with a group of strangers drinking wine out of a disposable cup was perhaps a little out of proportion. I was writhing with anticipation. It didn’t matter that I was breastfeeding newborn twins. It didn’t matter that I was holidaying an hour’s drive away. I would be there. I would make this happen. This was more than just a Christmas party. This single event would transform a series of emails and corresponding bank transfers into a proper and legitimate job as a writer.
My husband, bless him, took charge of the older children and didn’t question my desperate zeal for a minute. My only hurdle was to try to contain my excitement enough to pass as a sophisticated writer and not a tragic keeno. Armoured in my best industrial-grade shapewear and a stylish black dress (not the one in which I was caught impersonating a pregnant woman), I tried to maintain a nonchalant expression as I heaved the double stroller up a narrow flight of stairs (yes, I know – I should have gone up and asked someone for help, but I didn’t know anyone there and I was feeling awkward enough as it was.)
As soon as I stumbled into the party, I drove my stroller into the nearest group of strangers and introduced myself. We immediately started talking about Daisy and Poppy, who were both awake and making eyes at their new friends. Having your own set of twins can be a useful icebreaker in these situations. In this instance, we embarked upon Standard-Issue Twin Conversation #5: “Do Twins Run In Your Family?”, and this kept us going for a good ten minutes.
Pretty soon my brother Bobby arrived. By a funny coincidence, Bobby also freelances for Australian Catholics, and for its sister publications, Eureka Street, Madonna and PrayerBlog (those links are to articles he wrote. No, don’t click on them yet, wait till you’ve finished reading my post.). We had thought nobody would know that we were related because we had different last names, but they had figured it out. I also met my editor for the first time. I was a little disappointed that he looked and sounded nothing at all like JK Simmons (“Bring me Spiderman!”), but I’m going to christen him ‘J. Jonah Jameson’ anyway.
I already knew the magazine’s photographer (Peter Parker), because he had also been the photographer for my wedding. I greeted him and he initiated Standard-Issue Twin Conversation #3: “Are They Identical?”
I hesitated. This topic of conversation is more awkward than it might sound. It starts innocuously enough:
“Yes, we think they might be”
I always try to hurry the conversation on to a new topic from here, but it never works:
“What do you mean? Don’t you know for sure?”
And this is where it gets tricky. You see, Daisy and Poppy look almost exactly alike and there is a chance they could be identical. But in the womb, they presented as fraternal twins.
“What do you mean ‘presented’?”
Erm. They each had their own sac and placenta.
It happens every time. As soon as I say the word ‘placenta’, things get awkward. I can see the colour drain from Peter’s face. His eyes fill with panic. I feebly continue explaining about “the stage in gestation at which the egg splits”, but everything about his body language screams “I don’t care! I don’t care! I need to get out of here!”
I’ve talked about this before. There’s no getting around it. There’s no way of answering the question without using the word ‘placenta’. I’ve tried euphemisms, like ‘food source’ or ‘environment’, but people just ask me what I’m talking about and then I have to say it and they instantly regret talking to me. I’ve even tried word substitution, but “Play centre”, “Plus sender”, and “Please enter” all produce the same effect
As Peter ran away to refresh his drink, I gave Bobby a confidential nudge,
“It happened again! I had to say ‘placenta’!”
Bobby’s eyes filled with confusion and panic. I have talked about this before. Just not, it would seem, with Bobby.
Pretty soon I was talking to another one of Daisy and Poppy’s admirers. This nice lady initiated Standard-Issue Twin Conversation #1: “Oooooh! Twins!”. Bobby, meanwhile was talking to J. Jonah and a couple of other people about writing. I was able to eavesdrop whilst still talking to the nice lady as I have the responses to “Oooh Twins!” pretty thoroughly rehearsed. I was beginning to suffer from a major case of Conversation Envy. This is when I tried my trick.
As my conversation with Nice Lady finished up, I took two large steps away from the pusher, and then sidestepped my way into Bobby’s conversation. I was now close enough to see my beautiful twins, but not so close that people would want to talk to me about them. As well as J. Jonah (who, incidentally, was just as nice as his emails, possibly even nicer), Bobby was also talking to theologian, writer, mentor, comic and all-round-good-guy Fr Albus. I already knew Albus from my work in youth ministry ten years ago, but I didn’t expect him to remember me. He knew who I was, however, and had even read my writing (!!!). Albus described my style as ‘like a domestic bushranger’. I have no idea what that meant, but I didn’t care. I was having a major fangirl moment.
A small crowd was forming around pusher where Daisy and Poppy were cooing and smiling. People were having Standard-Issue Twin Conversations with each other. I heaved a satisfied sigh, confessed my relief to Bobby, J. Jonah and Albus and prepared for more intelligent, grown-up writer conversation.
But it wasn’t long before a member of this small fan club broke away and migrated to our conversation.
“Are you the mother of those adorable twins?” he gushed,
“Yes she is,” said Albus in a firm tone of voice, “but Kate was just saying how she would like to talk about something other than babies.”
“Oh. Right.” said the doting Twinsketeer, and he immediately re-arranged his facial features from infatuated to informative. It turns out that this gentleman was also a veteran journalist from one of the major newspapers. What followed was a conversation so epic, the memory of it has sustained me through much supermarket small-talk in the weeks that followed.
As for Standard Issue Twin Conversation #3, I recently tried a new, if rather dishonest, strategy:
“Are they identical?”
“Are you sure?”